While on my personal journey for reconciliation with God, I witnessed the power in speaking the Word over my circumstances and life. I embarked on a journey of writing scriptural prayers for my 12-step recovery journey. I also wrote prayers for battles with my flesh. My system of personal flesh cards made for easy reference and accessibility to take authority over my flesh. My personal testimony exposes dark secrets of my past, and the years of longing for meaning and purpose through a spiritual connection with Jesus Christ. My human trafficking experience from long ago could no longer overshadow my life. My self-help would be my self-surrender to God, who would take me on a journey showing me He is the owner of my body, soul and spirit, and the importance each plays in my recovery. Albeit the journey of a lifetime, my joy is restored and my feet are planted firmly on solid ground through Christ Jesus.