This book tells about the inside of a bright, young girl's mind who is struggling with self-questioning, faith in everything she encounters, as well as her struggle with Bipolar Disorder. As a 22 year-old student, she also finds herself questioning the world around her as well as questioning her emotions, why they are the they are. This book, consisting of daily journal entries with a total period of four years, tells us about the raw feelings and emotions of someone who is experiencing Bipolar Disorder in her youth, as well as her struggle with coping with the medications and the side effects of not taking the medications.