"So you gonna tell us what happened or do I have to make you tell us?" "I don't have the energy to keep you from tickling me Rachel so let's just eat - but I have to do one more thing before we eat..." "Ok Trenice - go 'head." "Can we all hold hands?" I asked. "Ok," Jordan said as he took Rachel and Jake's hands on the right side of the table and I took Jake and Rachel's hands on the left side of the table."Dear Lord, thank you for this food. Thank you for sending us such wonderful husbands. Thank you for showing me that I am not alone in this world and for being there with me when no one else could hear me. Thank you for bringing me back. Amen." "Amen " they all said in unison. "Trenice?" "Yea Rachel?" "What did you mean by that?"