Epilepsy is a lightning storm in the brain, shocking isn't it. A photographer friend once said that epilepsy is a shocking development. Seizures are silent, unless you saw them having a seizure or they told you that they had epilepsy you'd never know. That is why it is called the hidden disability or hidden handicap. Mr. Miller now has had epilepsy for 43 years, 4 months and has gained unwanted by him, epilepsy expertise, he might not know it all but darn it all, he's an expert, been both a physical and online support group leader (12 years total), 1 year contact person about vagal nerve stimulator for Minnesota Epilepsy Group, 2 years a contact person for the Western Wisconsin Epilepsy Center. Was force committed to a Psych Ward, fortunately only 5 days, was co-educator to 3rd and 4th grade classes so that children could be educated properly before misperceptions should take root, co-educator in epilepsy for day-cares and on one memorable occasion at a nursing home, victim of hellish diagnostic tests, high pain tolerance, has been diagnosed with mental health issues. At age 50 you are eligible for membership in AARP (American Association of retired persons), Mr. Miller has been eligible of 4 years and 8 months. Mr. Miller is available to speak to your group for a negotiable fee, his base fee is $350 per person, 50 persons minimum, the fee can be negotiated by equivalencies, have an AV department, a video taken by them is worth $25 taken off the fee per person, 5 endorsement letters by doctors and administrators is worth $100 off the total fee, Mr. Miller can speak on disability sexuality, coping, trust, acceptance, hostility, and though he really doesn't care for psych people about mental health and what it's like being diagnosed as mentally ill, with active paranoid schizophrenia, anxiety syndrome, panic attacks, controversial myths about epilepsy (3 dozen if my math is right), what it's like living with memory loss due to brain atrophy caused by chronic anticonvulsant use, about harassment and alcohol addiction, a discussion with a woman he once dated he calls the masturbation conversation, he barely remembers it but knows it actually occurred (she enjoyed riding her hand and was sure he was jacking off as they talked on the phone, he was remembering old times and got big and erect and hard and sensitive, it was like tickling and a massager combined and he ejaculated, had no option, there is a term disability masturbation and Mr. Miller would be willing to discuss that whether he does, doesn't, will, or won't. Dilantin use can cause lowered free testosterone and sometimes ED, he has never had trouble getting an erection or ejaculating, he's a virgin at 54 and 1/2 years old.