The Search Fore Winter is a journey into one man's past. This book joins Carlos as he travels to and then explores his last three lifetimes on this planet. These events are triggered by a reoccurring nightmare the author experienced as a child. When Carlos tries to find out the meaning of his childhood dream he opens up a Pandora's Box that eventually will lead to his death and you have to hate when that happens to you This event forces the author to explore his past and his attitude toward his life as well as his indifference toward our Great Spirit Father. The book then watches as Carlos begins his search for redemption and his possible return to the loving and merciful embrace of our Spirit Father, a father who had watched Carlos stumble in the dark tunnel that he had assumed was his life, a father who had heard his son curse his name as he fell over and over again in that tunnel and finally a Father who had waited and hoped for the day when Carlos would drop his "bad attitude" and realize that his Life and the trials and tribulations that had been brought upon him in his present lifetime was not his Father's fault but his own and caused by his prior actions in the lifetimes he had lived before his birth (this time around). How all this unfolds is the story contained in this book. Carlos' self-assessment concerning his own shortcomings is brutally honest and threatening to all who read. We can all see ourselves in the words the author writes about himself and in the end, hopefully we shall also be able to share in the many lessons and insights the author realizes as he travels from here to there, from present to past. Will Carlos find the Courage to turn the "Key" that lies within us all? A Key that opens the Door to the Valley of Dreams and the possibilities offered by The Campfire of Memories Past. Only by reading will you be able to find the above answers. One thing Fore sure is: The Search Fore Winter is not your ordinary read. It is part diary, part self-help book, part history and part adventure to the far off great beyond. Carlos, like usual, ends up in Hell and why shouldn't he? He killed his father in 1893 because his "Pa" simply wanted to bury his horse but that is a Story Fore Chapter Zero which is the book's ending at "her beginning." In the end, a single lifetime might not be fair but one's Existence over many many lifetimes will be fair. Like cream you either rise to the top or you don't but always remember the Great Father will kill the fatted calf for the return of a single sheep. He will kill the fatted calf Fore your return It is never too late to return to His loving embrace. You only have to knock and the door shall be opened. Follow the author as he opens those doors. Experience the butchery of the American Civil War during the Battle of Cold Harbor in 1864. Relive the author's death on the beaches of the South Pacific during World War Two. Witness how Carlos' Soul as Frank with the help of The Bay Horse gathers the courage to escape Hell and Satan's unyielding grasp over him by finally accepting our Father's invitation to join him as Joseph on the other side of Hell's border, The River of Fire. Meet Big Red, an alligator killed in the 1840's who will haunt all whom he meets. When Big Red learns how to forgive his murderers the Vortex of Fire at the Campfire of Memories Past shall yield him his reward. Sound confusing...maybe but in the end everything worth having must be earned and after reading this journey, no one should ever be the same. Plus from what I understand, The book has a very Happy Ending. The Search Fore Winter is the first book in a four part series. It has an easy to read layout and one of kind formatting and also over 50 illustrations because books are lot better with pictures So even if you don't believe in reincarnation this book is worth the ride because it is one "hell" of an adventure and in Big Red's own words' "That is the Stank you can take to t