I am a heroin addict and I will do anything - and I mean absolutely anything and any crime - to get my next fix. Nothing else matters to me at this point. I would rather die than be dope sick in jail again. Sometimes I wonder what's wrong with me and why I don't care about myself, but that thought never lasts long. I am a junkie - a street junkie and I would rather risk my life and put myself in extreme danger than stop using heroin.