This book will take you on a long traverse of psychiatric placements and other forms of imprisonment that make up my life. I seek to allow my readers to experience and feel through a guided journey what it means to be me. This book will give you an explicit glimpse of what can happen when a child is exposed to carnal sexuality and totally dysfunctional living environments too early in life and the residual effects on his relationships. Relationships corrupted before they can even be established.