I was dating Grennan Larter. The Grennan Larter, lead singer and guitarist of The Rising Sun. It had happened so fast, but somehow, plain old Brooklyn Cooper had captured the rock star. It was wonderful and fun; he was caring, attentive, and as cliche as it was, he thought I was the rising sun ... and setting sun, and everything in between. I was in love and so was he. And then it all fell apart. All I thought I knew ... well ... let's just say I wasn't sure I could trust myself anymore. I had a war waging in my head, and I wasn't sure who would win, or rather, who I wanted to win. I felt like I was going crazy. And then it all finally clicked. I finally understood why my life had gone in the direction it had. It was the shape of my life.