...choices that she herself made. Her whole world was in sudden darkness, a void that saw her life plunging into an endless chasm. She was lost to open ignominy and certain death until the light of the lord and Savior, Jesus Christ shone on her heart. She clung to Him but it was not going to be a smooth and easy journey as she had her personal obsessions that she would not readily release. She would suffer the pangs of despair and frustration from repeat cycle of losses and confusion before she would understand how to let God do His will in her.