Mr. Steiner wrote this book as part of his journey to understand and to cope with his childhood and young adulthood memories. He continues to struggle with depression and paranoia and recently overcame his struggle with Intermittent Explosive Disorder. He and his wife now live in a secluded mountain town in the northeast. They have no children and do not intend to start a family anytime too soon. Mr. Steiner finds his inner peace rescuing cats and restoring old cars. While he hopes this book helps someone, he wants no contact with the outside world.