HE'S SPENT HIS LIFE LOOKING FOR "THE RIGHT WOMAN". HE SHOULD HAVE QUIT WHILE HE WAS AHEAD. THE NINETIES. A time of dial-up internet. Blockbuster Video. The white Bronco. And...walls coming down. Tony Amante can't remember at what point it all began to fall apart. Was it at his thirteenth birthday party when his girlfriend dumped him for his best friend? Was it the day he gave up his dream of being a writer in order to fulfill his role as husband, father and provider? Now, nearing his fortieth birthday, his life is in shambles - his ex is remarrying and taking their daughter to live overseas, and Tony is alone, stuck in the family business he detests. Despite it all however, he's convinced that everything in his life would fall neatly into place if he could just find the one piece that's missing from his emotional jigsaw puzzle. "Be careful what you wish for..." Tony once told his ex before he walked out of her life. Now, his own dreams are coming true...with shocking revelations he never could have imagined. A powerful novel about betrayal, midlife transformation, and forgiveness. Oh, and murder.