An autobiography of the author's entire life, from living with dysfunctional parents, losing her innocence at age 17, performing at the Copa Cabana in New York City and being hospitalized again and again. It contains signs of growth from facing her past and from new drugs and therapies that have increased her quality of life. This book is educational, it will enlighten and provide insight into the mind of person with mental illness, such as myself. It helps fight isolation and depression. It helps all who fight for their sanity and life everyday and everyone affected by mental illness.