I Didn't Know How to Widow: Walking Through Grief Fog is a raw and intimate novella and account of the author's first months of widowhood after the sudden loss of her husband, Cee. Blending journal, memoir, and storytelling, she captures the shock, disorientation, and quiet daily struggles of early grief, while finding moments of resilience through memory, faith, family, and dark humor. Honest and unflinching, this is a deeply human story of love, loss, and the slow, uncertain path toward healing.