This deeply revealing and clutching true story portrays a single-parent woman who seeks her own death after experiencing the piercing pain of the sudden loss of her eleven-year-old daughter. She struggles a dual reality of consciousness as she bears the rivalry with her mind and emotions and wavers fearfully with purpose for life and a deeply intense rendezvous with God to find her. Judith's determination to find what it means and where it is that she will find her daughter as a member of "eternal life" is daunting and life-giving, as she goes over all the details of what has happened and then finds resolve that is greater than her grieving and prevails as she meets with her daughter several times in her eternal existence.