How do you describe something that isnt even understood? How do you explain something tormented that you cant even remember? Who am I to say when the line is crossed into abuse, molestation, rape, possession, insanity, addiction, love and survival? How about I just tell you the story and let you decide for yourself. Follow a girls true life story from beginning to now through religious abuse, molestation, demonic torment, insanity and defilement. Watch as she spills the aftermath of trauma and torment and witness the outcome of religion and fear being used to control people from a young age and what happens when evil seeps its way into a seemingly perfect family and unleashes its tainted hand, twisting things into despair at every turn. Gain insight into the hardship of finding self worth, self knowing, and doubt after ten years of traumatic events. Can there ever be peace after perpetual torment? Is there freedom or only self medication? Can you ever really know who you truly are when everything you have ever been taught has been manipulation and disgust and when everyone swears your existence is just the insane outcome of your never ending hell? In the styles of Go Ask Alice or the Crank series by Ellen Hopkins this book indulges you in the real life story of a distraught and tormented girl sparing you not a single disgusting turn or revolting truth. If your brave enough to see the negative impact of religion, if your curious enough to see how demonic torment can turn to possession or if you just want to witness a real life story of someone who has fought through religion, possession, insanity, abuse, incest, molestation, rape, homosexuality, bullying, insanity, addiction, and manipulation and control I dare you to read.