Long overdue, and much anticipated The untold story of how I dealt with the pain of losing my husband 17 years ago. This story is not your average autobiography. It is a raw and brutally honest depiction of how the grief shaped my thoughts and sent me spiraling into such a deep depression that suicidal thoughts became the norm for me. This book is about how I overcame and finally began to start truly living life again I am nervous and excited at the same time My prayer is that my journey and my experiences will help others. I know firsthand how difficult life can get, and how far away from yourself depression can take you. But I also know that every day you wake up is another opportunity to try again.