Have you ever experienced ups and downs in a relationship? Have you dated someone in the age of texting? These are the texts that were sent to me, and by me during my relationship. I will spill my guts, in hopes to help you know that you are not alone if you have the same troubles. Some of these feelings are embarrassing, but I am being honest. I am showing that we don't always think clearly during a relationship's ups and downs, you are not alone if you don't. JD and I are good together, but even the best of relationships have their moments. I am telling this story mostly about those moments. Doubtful moments can pull the most well rounded person into chaos and find their darkest places.