Starting at the age of 12 Derek's life began to get much more complicated. An internal struggle was about to take hold, it's grip would cause unimaginable anxiety. The normal thoughts and feelings he had prior were a distant memory. This had to be dealt with using irrational methods. Over time he had to manage & cope the best way he could. This is a true account of one Northwest man's experiences living with the mental disorder known as OCD (Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder). Take a journey into his mind and view life as he sees it. You'll be given a look into his encounters with family, friends, and relationships as he attempts to create balance in his life.