This is the conclusion of A Desperate Journey, my life story. The kind of life I lived was not what as a young girl I dreamed of instead I travelled down all the wrong roads ending up as a drug dealer, dealing both marijuana and cocaine. This life style is a paranoid, dangerous existence. I saw lives lost through murder, suicide and overdoses. You also see the corruption of the legal system. This life style very few people retire from you either go out in a pine box or jail.