Where did my life go? Why would God do this to me? Where is all the good in the world? Have you found yourself asking these same questions? You're not alone. These are questions author Jacci Mendelsohn found herself asking after the loss of her father--a loss that shifted her life into a completely different direction. From becoming a failing teen mom, to being raped, taking drugs, and making all the wrong choices, Jacci's so-called perfect life wasn't what she expected it to be. She tried everything she could to become the person she thought she was meant to be. Feeling out of control, she wondered where all the good in her world had gone. But life has a way of throwing curve balls at you. Some you can predict, but most you cannot. Without warning, God popped up in Jacci's life and started to help her. Jacci was not anywhere near becoming one of 'those whack-job Christians, ' but somehow God was still able to show Jacci the love that she had been longing for. Through vivid dreams, visions, and whispers in her gut, Jacci crossed a barrier from hate and frustrations into God's love and healing. Her life now has hope and a purpose, and she hasn't been the same since. Jacci shares her powerful story so others who need meaning and love in their lives can find it through the pages of hers.