Starting at seven, Zoe's life turned horrible. She lost her mother. Her father started drinking and abusing her. All she wanted to do was die, but every time she had a chance to kill herself, something made her rethink the decision. When her dad finally gets caught, Zoe is sent to live with her grandma, who wants Zoe to act like someone that she hates. Nothing seems to go right, even after she meets a boy that everyone thinks is crazy for her.