Vivian finally experienced the love she had not experienced before, she found the peace of God. Her whole life changed and she began to make a conscious effort to continue her journey of life in Christ. Contrary to what Vivian had thought, her christian journey was not as smooth or easy or free of trials and temptations as she had planned in her head. As life's journey continued for her, she realized the first aspect of salvation was accepting the creator but the other aspect was for the created to stay saved and stay in the creator regardless of how tough the journey might be. This realization resulted to Vivian being tired of her new found faith even though she felt genuine peace, she felt that aspect of waiting on the Lord during the good and the bad times of her journey was almost impossible for her. Did Vivian go back to her old ways which seemed a lot easier or did she make the effort to seek God's face and wait on him? How did Vivian get through the early days of her walk with God, was she able to manage waiting on him or she gave up?