T his novel delves not only into the private life of the main character, but into his confused mind as he seeks to understand this thing called living. Will he succeed? Will he find answers? As he seeks answers, he discovers that his family and friends are also seeking, to which he has no response. This author believes people are decent/loving/caring and are looking to understand this thing we call living. Answers that do not come easily in one's life time while others seem to appear to succeed. Join me by reading the story of Carter Shelton and I hope you will not only enjoy this story but perhaps it will give you much food for thought.