Sometimes I'm a prisoner of my own freedomIn a routine.My music?What can I say,It's everything.Who am I?Read my book...Someone who dared to dream...And lives that dream.In more than a thousand poems, Colin Farquhar chronicles nearly three decades of dramatic change, both inside and outside his head. The world he describes contains many reference points that will be familiar to those who have lived in England between 1980 and the present day - particularly anyone with a keen interest in pop music. Yet at the same time these poems comprise a unique vision, in which religious lessons and spiritual messages can be discerned in everything from a song on the radio to a change in the weather. With compelling honesty and determination, the author battles to answer the vast questions of existence while coming to terms with having been diagnosed as schizophrenic while still a teenager.