John was left at an orphanage at a young age of ten by his mother because neither parent wanted him or his sibling's. The mental, physical and sexual assaults he endured left him a very bitter, angry and hate filled person. He came close to killing one of his antagonists and became a person who broadcast an attitude of, leave me alone. In his young adult years John became a very heavy drug user and was under serious drug addiction for seventeen years. Feeling imprisoned due to his attraction to his misery John had a strong desire to commit suicide. Feeling alone and unwanted John was searching for a way to end his constant misery and depression. This is John's journey to find peace of mind and freedom from his demons. With his don't quit attitude discover how Christ set him free. To Be Free is his story.