Through My Window Pain is a transparent view of my brutal struggle to live by faith. It's based on a collection of blog posts written following my son's diagnosis of an incurable kidney disease. Woven into the real-time journaling of our experiences, are painful flashbacks into my difficult past. The initial focus on his illness though, gives way to deeper issues of the soul found buried beneath my battered faith -- issues that cut to the pain filled core of following Jesus...no matter what.