Hayden Michaels had given six years of her life to MyKell before he abruptly informs her that things hadn't been right for a while and he had met someone else. That is when Hayden finally opens her eyes and takes a good look around at her life and the mess that she was-financially, emotionally and physically. Never able to maintain enough discipline to put her mind to any difficult task, Hayden makes a bold decision; she will throw away an entire year of her life; moving towards her goals with no thought of pleasure or pain. With the use of positive affirmations Hayden's journey is a lesson to us all as she faces situations and people that help her to realize her worth-namely a man who has been written off by society. But the question becomes whether Hayden can accept the faults of someone else without allowing herself to fall back into her old ways? Warning: this story contains explicit language, sex, and descriptions of drug use.