2010 Lambda Literary Award Finalist. Jonah Murray has known much happiness--a supportive mother, a decent job, and fulfilling hobbies. But after the end of his first great love affair, the rawness of his emotions leads him into a dangerous entanglement.Spike Peterson--heartbreakingly good-looking, imperturbably self-assured, relentlessly carnal--rekindles Jonah's longing for companionship. But Spike isn't the kind to offer companionship. Excitement, yes, but not companionship. Eliot Moon, a counselor who facilitates a support group for gay men, offers Jonah a more transcendent path to happiness. But Jonah soon discovers that to take Eliot's way, he will have to make difficult sacrifices.