My name is Benjamin Patrick Johnson. I'm a Royal Air Force Pilot. For me death was a synonym of fear, pain and sorrow, but that all changed at the moment I realised that I was falling, I was loosing control and I couldn't do anything about it. I knew that I didn't have much time left on this planet, in this life, but I wasn't afraid. People say that before you die, you see your life as it were a movie. All the things you've done, all the places you've ever visited, all the people you know. In my last moments, I started seeing my life: my mistakes, my offences, my criminal record. At the end I saw her. She was smiling at me. I saw her white teeth, shining like pearls. The girl I loved was waiting for me to come to her, to hug her, to kiss her again. She was the last thing I saw before the plane crashed. www.victoria-winters.com