A woman in an unnamed city finds herself haunted by fears of death. To escape her fear she embarks on a series of intense relationships with thirteen men of very different types, from a rough sleeper to a millionaire, and from a transvestite to a leading politician. The men propel her through a series of extraordinary adventures and wild parties. But once she has started, she finds she begins to lose her own identity. Is there a way out of the cycle? A darkly brilliant debut novel by Fanny Calder. "Unputdownable" (almost everyone who has read it)