Samuel Hartland is the innocent wee boy traumatised and tormented as he grows up by feelings and emotions he can't understand nor discuss. His behaviour was entirely different to his younger brother that his parents sought help. A child Psychiatrist first saw him at age five where his parents received seriously wrong advice thus the roller coaster ride began. As he grows up he gets himself into disastrous situations some through no fault of his and others, he could have avoided. He desperately battles to find love during adulthood eventually finding it under the strangest and most astonishing circumstances.