This story covers the controversial topic of what happens when you die, what you experience and the phenomenal power of the mind to work consciously, unconsciously and sub consciously. It also covers the way that death leads me to live a life with brain damage. I literally had to learn to live again. Extracts of the text have been used to teach university students who study topics associated with closed brain damage. This is a step by step account of how my crippled mind was taught to work,my struggle to understand how it works and the implications of its consciousness.