This book is about the constant battle we all face in our daily lives, some have it worse than others, and some have very little. Over the years I have lost several of my fellow soldiers to suicide and combat-related injuries. The events and stories in this book are a detailed chronological path that led me to who I am today. My trials and tribulations including growing up, becoming a soldier, being at war, a broken marriage, times where suicide seem to be the only option, and many more feelings and emotions in my life. I've struggled with PTSD for over 7 years now, and it never gets any easier. With strength knowledge and determination anyone can overcome adversity and loss. This book is a tribute to the many men and women who fight for our country's greatest traditions, honor, and valor. So please join me as I take you on a trip through one mans inner demons and the battles we face as soldiers, veterans, and people in the name of loyalty, duty, respect, selfless service, honor, integrity, and personal courage. This is my story...