What doctrine or position of the Roman Catholic Church could have rendered it impotent in saving the lost? How was the promise of restored relationship through Jesus traded? What possible singular omission could empty the Roman Catholic Church of its very essence as a vehicle for God to bring forgiveness and eternal life to a dead and dying world through Jesus? Is the Catholic Church just a big Christian denomination? This author knows firsthand the burdensome path of striving to be loved by God through words. In this account, she exposes the empty ritual and distorted doctrine that drove her to a life without God. But the love of the Father, through grace, revealed His eternal plan and the Catholic omission.