In the third installment of 'The BPD Journals' series, Topher fights to find some semblance of stability in an unstable world. With a new-found passion for raising mental health awareness, we see a shift in how he perceives the world, his mental illness, and his dark past. The question is not what he did to deserve the pain - the question is how he can use the pain to make a difference in the lives of those suffering from mental illness.