This life of mine has not been the easiest, or painless for that matter. Here we are again falling deeper and deeper into the Abyss of darkness never reaching the bottom, but forever falling. Just when I think I'm safe and out of reach from danger, I'm slapped back to reality, back into this world of chaos. This world I now live in, is my new norm. Thankfully, I'm not alone. I have them, my three guys who are forever protecting me from the unknown. What happens when they are the ones who need saving? Will I be able to be their savior, their rescuer, their shadow? What if I fail them? What if I lose them? I can't fathom the thought. But here we are again falling deeper and deeper into the Abyss of darkness. Hello old friend