When a loved one dies, many of us sense, see, hear, or smell the spirit of the deceased. Often this phenomenon is associated with emotional stress and the feelings can be swept away, or not talked about, and the experience can even be described as "irrational" or a "figment of the imagination." Yet, what if there's something deeper? This true story and memoir traces the pathway of a woman from a spiritually unconscious and chaotic state of mind to a place of peace. Through the experience of losing her beloved brother, Brenda a busy wife and mother, than a corporate businesswoman and later a small business owner, discovers her own spiritual path. Grief-stricken, working 80 hours a week, physically and mentally exhausted she enters a long dark tunnel to emerge years later into the light. It is a book about self-discovery, intuition, spirits, mystical happenings, ancient wisdom, compassion and empathy. Most of all it is a journey from confusion to bliss, harmony and love.