Now you have read about the fi rst nineteen years of my life. Sometimes it was maddening, sometimes it was just sad, sometimes it was happy and most of the time unbelievable. I have been accused of being a vicious liar by my Mother. She is even threatening to sue me for lying if I publish this book. She was, is, and I see no chance of her changing in the future, a mean evil wicked woman. I would not wish her on my worst enemy, in fact, she is my worst enemy. She thinks that I live in a fantasy world and live from lie to lie. God and I know the truth, he has been with me all the way and he knows the truth. He also knows who lies and doesn't own up to their own actions. One out of every 5 girls are sexually abused every hour. I am the one out of my five girls. Where are you in your five? It is my desire to tell all of you ones that there is help and to seek it out. Don't be ashamed like I was. I want to help you. I wish that all of you twos, threes, fours and fives to get active. You just might have a sister, little child, aunt, friend, coworker who is a one and may need your help. There is much more to my story. I am now over 60 years old and still struggling. I am writing another book to cover my adult years. You will need another box of kleenix and a new bag of chocolate, so be prepared.