This is not a romance.
This is not a pat little ending about Jonathan and I riding off into the sunset. I knew I was never destined for that, but no one warned me about the pain. No one told me about the hurt. No one told me what I d risk for him.
I ll do anything to make it right. Anything. You think I won t kill for him? You re wrong.
I have to earn my happily ever after, and we have to survive it."