Every addiction has its casualties and dark side. Who really pays the price? Raised in a dysfunctional home exposed to constant abuse and isolation, curiosity leads John Forester down a dark and dangerous path of immorality. From his boyhood and well into adulthood as a family man and rising minister, John struggles to keep his addiction a secret, but at what cost? This addiction, his diabolical enemy, will challenge his faithfulness to God, his ministry, and his wife. The suspense heightens with John's refusal to seek help or listen to sound advice about his shameful craving. Unfortunately, lies, lust, deceit, and extortion enter into the equation. As a result, there are broken friendships, failed opportunities, and loss of life. In his locked and private office, John manages to keep his addiction a secret, even hiding it from his wife until one careless mistake exposes everything, bringing years of addiction and a trail of collateral damage to a tragic end. On the inside of this book, you will discover the costly consequences of keeping an addiction a secret.