I had it all. I was captain of the cheerleading squad and star of the debate team. I was smart and popular and living the dream. Until "that night." That one fateful night changed everything. Now everyone hates me-"everyone." They stay far away. It's safer. Drugs numb the pain, and sex pays for the drugs. "Being alive is my punishment." Then I meet "him." Ryker Rosse. Tattoos, sinful body..."and his eyes. His eyes are irresistible." He is captivating. He treats me with respect. He sees me. Ryker brings happiness into my life of regret, but I don't know if I deserve happiness. Some mistakes can never be forgiven. "Or can they?"