This is the true-life story of a child abuse survivor.At the hands of her stepfather, a high-ranking officer in the East Germany army, she endured "games" of severe sexual, emotional and physical abuse. As a girl, she suffered the unthinkable and the unbelievable. As an adult and young mother, she must face the return of memories no longer hidden in amnesia. Follow the story of a woman, now in her forties, as she struggles through the torment of her past and the decision to live or to die.