I called for you, you weren't there. I yelled your name, why didn't you come? I needed you. Why didn't you help me? Please help me... I just laid there, motionless, unmovable, disgusted, ashamed, humiliated, in anguish. The one thing I valued the most was gone, my pride, my dignity, my identity. It was gone, my character all within a couple of hours. In return, malice, betrayal, revenge, anger, hurt, pain, suicide filled my thoughts as well as my heart. Raped, abused by the unknown and you weren't there to save me.