If you have never truly loved, can you say that you have ever truly lived? Madness, passion, frustration, yearning, insanity, desire, happiness, restlessness, peace, Joy , anxiety, hope and hopelessness....all the ingredients of undying, unyielding love. This book chronicles the highs and lows of a love story that was difficult and rewarding, A year of the most extreme emotions I have ever experienced. A collection of thoughts and emotions written to release them and share them, never dreaming they would comprise a book. I wrote to Nancy Urban and others during this time, a very passionate time in my life, passion I thought had left me, never to return.. I was wrong.