Dare to blur the line between reality and its embellishment. Private Pain: Amdist These Ashes is a coming-of-age poetic work: a testament of one's journey through pain to become the person one is now. Disclaimer: There are some language and subject matter not suitable for those under 18. Words from the Author: This is the 2nd edition of this work. The 1st edition was published back in 2006 but will be obsolete by the end of February 2014. I am honored to present a more sleek, aligned, and accurate depiction of this soul-wrenching work.