I wanted to become a nuclear physicist, but I was not allowed to study, because I was a Jew. Three and a half years I have studied in another department, but after the death of Stalin and the Twentieth Party Congress, I still managed to go on the physico-mechanical faculty. I was elected second secretary of the Komsomol committee of the institute. In the summer, I worked in the Komsomol youth construction sites; in the fall, went to harvest; I participated in the creation of the Komsomol patrols and raids to clean up the city from criminals. I had to meet with the betrayal of a friend and a lack of understanding of the Committee of the Young Communist League, which excluded me from the Komsomol. However, the district committee of Komsomol this solution was not approved this decision. I met his fate, but having been convinced by the mother left her and only then realized the depth of the abyss into which rolled my soul. I found the strength to return to his beloved girl and call it mutual feeling of love.