When we blur our clarity into obscurity in the prodigal perspective, we allow ourselves to describe immeasurable distinctions as measurable differences. Once true immeasurable distinctions are categorized in symbolic abbreviated measureable differences, they lose their true incomparable essence and invite comparison and polarity. Polarity and comparison allows us to alienate parts of ourselves, possible(s) and persons decidedly as less wanted. Yet polarity feels restrictive over time and can lead to a reaction to rebel against this polarity. Yet instead of rebelling by dissolving the polarity and allowing all possibles to be wanted once more, the prodigal self, who holds decision most high, chooses to fix its decision and rebels against its own polarity by polarizing it further.