Myhres had played for seven different NHL teams, and had made millions. But he'd been suspended four times, all for drug use, and he had partied his way out of the league. From the rock-bottoms of addiction, to becoming the LA King's 'sober coach', Myhres spares no details from this pain-staking memoir. Unpolished, unpretentious, and unflinching, he tells it like it is, acknowledging every mistake, and painting a portrait of an angry, violent, dangerous man caught in the vice of something he couldn't control, and didn't understand.