2nd Edition
Patrick Harford sees hope as magical and beautiful, too delicate to hold-and everything in his life has proved him right. An unhealthy home leaves him hiding in the shadows as he tries to come to terms with his sexuality.
Patrick finds solace among the performers at the Allegheny Mountains Renaissance Faire, where he discovers a love of performing and costumes. As he starts to come out of his shell, he meets Yu Elion, an apprentice blacksmith. Yu gives Patrick a glimpse of fairy-tale love.
But just when hope starts to blossom, it withers. Cynical after a past filled with failed relationships, Yu keeps Patrick at a distance. Working two jobs has disastrous consequences. And an obsessed fan takes things a step too far. After seeing all he's built start to crumble, Patrick doesn't know if he has what it takes to try again on his own, and Yu might not have the strength to be the one Patrick needs.
1st edition published by Dreamspinner Press, July 2013.