This book looks into the life of an ordinary man. Who happened to be born into believing in the Christian capitalist ideals! 15years after first being diagnosed with manic depression, financial stress from 2008 economic changes has caused a relapse to his mental health but now one is diagnose a philosopher with Bipolar or a personally disorder. Disillusioned by the monetary system, religious, Government propaganda and what seem like consonant so-called bad luck, coincidence or could it be chance other wise known as the Laws of Probability! One morning he decides to write when he's not known for reading or writing. His writing is the start of a journey of learning, discovery and becomes aware of his-inner most spiritual being in a battle of the mind in order to survive.